Pcos... Why me!!!

Hi everyone.

I have been away for many days after my last vist to me RE. He discussed with me the possible reason for my faild Ivf cycle and what's next. He blame my PCOS for our faild embryo implantation.

I was shocked and I feel like I lost everything. I don't have another option only to keep trying.

He told me to rest and come after two months to try once more and he will do some gynatice test on the embryo and theirs nothing more he can do.

I never lost my hope and believe and God (Allah) but some times I think why me!!!

Thanks for blogging

Today I was reading blog title " healing from Ivf ". It's hard to see how many women suffer from infertility!! . She wrote how much she's grateful for her life, health, husband, and everything she have.

I have always thought I will have at least 5 children before reaching 30's. But Allah have diffrent plans for me. I know he love me and plane my life what the best for me. 

I will never lose hope to have my own children, even though I had 6 faild ivf cycle.

I will keep trying and praying (alhamdu le Allah).

Yup ... This my first blog

Hi blogger, this my first try to blog and I decided to start after reading Fran blog. She's really a wonderful woman, fighter, wife, and finally mother. Her blog encourage me to write about my life and journey with infertility.
Especially theirs no support group in my country, where everyone hide and grief  their lose (Misscarriage ,failed IVF cycle, infertility) alone.
I hope by creating this blog I can have new friends to chat with and support me.